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We break some more hearts, and it gets easier to do. When did we get so used to all the things we knew? We say what we felt but it has stopped being true.

Nothingness comes so easy when you're taking over me. When you're on my mind I will not hear, see, dream or speak. It's a shame I love your imperfections they make you hard to reach. Why, oh, why, don't I love somebody else? Why do I still ask myself to get you by my side? It's such a shame to wish for things you know you cannot reach.

Oh, hoe heb ik dit toch al die tijd gedaan? Ik kon mezelf altijd dwingen om te vergeten en te onthouden, maar niet bij jou. Als het niks was kon ik het laten gaan, als het alles was zou dat niet nodig zijn, maar je bent net teveel om niks te zijn, je bent meer dan alles en minder dan niks. Je geeft me niks, maar niks is genoeg. Het zijn je ogen, ze kijken dwars door me heen. Het is het gemak waarmee je me kan laten lachen. Het is de manier waarop je loopt, je loopt over me heen of recht langs me. Maar nooit naast me. En als je niet naast me kan lopen, wil ik ook niet dat je langs me loopt. Dan wil ik dat je me alleen laat. Zod

With all of my heart I wish for you. I might slightly hesitate, but it's nothing compared to you. I know there's no use in telling you I love you 'cause you'd only run away. Wanting you is hard when it's impossible to want you no matter what it takes. If I can't have it this way, do I want it at all?

You've driven me to hate, wish you didn't twist and turn that way. Now I blame you and you blame me, we just can't make each other see. You don't understand I tried, Took hope away, pushed me aside. I tried to get to know you but you didn't want to see me, said my reasons were the wrong ones, just a shallow look inside. And maybe you were right. But you just didn't even try. And I don't know what is left. When nothing's done yet, nothing's said. Should I want something back that I never really had? Giving up is inevitable, to me it's just impossible, a shallow look inside.

Je denkt dat ik je niet hoor als je zegt wat je voelt. Ik doe alsof je gelijk hebt. Want ik weet dat je ermee zou stoppen, als je wist dat ik het begrijp.

Wrong time, wrong place. Wrong drink, wrong face. Wrong lights, wrong rain. Wrong thought, no pain. You taught me once, when all is wrong, it won't take long 'till love is gone.

You promised me we wouldn't fall. You said we could get through it all. Save all those precious nights and days. You said there'd be a million ways- But what has happened to us now? We're too broken to fix, somehow.

I have found that falling in love is not about the presence of a person. It is about the absence. For it is only possible to wish someone was around, when that person is not. You need to be alone to realize how much you want to be with someone. But sometimes, someone's gone for too long. We throw them out of our hearts and heads. And that's when a new story starts.

When I'm with you, you make me shine. But I can't even make you smile. When I see you, I don't want to walk on by. Not with your eyes following mine. When you're around, I might try a little too hard. But I just don't know what to say.